Friday, March 31
Was actually supposed to meet freda for dinner before her work bt she had to a whole day of shift. Sad. LOL. MY SHOWS GER. =P
Ended up meeting Catrina after her work (attachment) :)
Went to KBOX and screamed our lungs out. WHEE. Finally released all my pent up frustrations. :) First time going to K with Cat. Somebody sang ALL of JJ's songs. HAHA. 3 hours not enuff la. Next time we shall go again :)
After that went to have dinner then take some neoprints :) Aiya my scanner down lEh. Cant scan in le :( Oh well.
We left town pretty early as we have dance the next morning. Jazz techniques. Kinda look forward to stretching and all :)
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12:46 AM
Thursday, March 30
The news she brought me was ____. Is there any word i can place into that blank? I know it shouldn't affect me much, but i've to admit that it did. It's all i tink about now. Especially i've nth much to occupy my mind now. Everything is so messed up. And i think i'm messed up , again...
Cross stitching, singing and reading are the only ways to make me put that matter to the back of my mind for the time being. It's almost 12 midnight and i'm still singing. I shall keeping singing.. Hope someone will hear my voice...
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10:45 PM
Wednesday, March 29
PUMP IT
Wheeee~ We did BEP's PUMP IT for dance todae again. Was damn fun :) I did improve a bit, and was really pleased. Hee. Think practice is the key? Haha.. Will continue to work harder. :)
I miss Cat. I miss Mingyao. I miss the old' 74 gang. I miss everyone.. :(
GEM's OUTING
Wheee~ Went out with my dear GEMs todae :) Super long din see em le.. Was nice to meet em again, even it was just for a short few hrs for lunch.
Hope to see em again soon! We MUST go get Venezia the next time :)
TESTIs EATING BUG IN FRIENDSTER.
Nick, if u saw this, i did not have the slight intention to cheat u. LOL.
Todae when i check my frenster and accepted the new testimonial u left for me, the 1st one that u'd gave me was back. Haha. Maybe friendster sent the insecticide to kill the bug *LAME*. LOL. Newae. Been on a friendster testimonial frenzy recently. Was frantically giving ppl testimonials. Lack of social life maybe. LOL.
SLOG MY ASS OUT.
He said to enjoy rotting at home while he working his ass off. I WISH I COULD DO THE SAME TOO MAN. LOL. Though staying at home and resting might be a good thing, bt it's damn restless. And that wud mean no income too. Cant go out tat much as expenses wud be a prob. OH WELL. Give M HOtel more functions next week ba. LOL
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11:34 PM
Tuesday, March 28
The Hills have Eyes -- Movie Review.
Watched the above with my colleague todae. DAMN NICE. I've to admit that the first part of the film's really scary. Pictures of deformed ppl were shown, and the beats of the music keeps u in suspense. U'd get a shock anytime. Well it isn't rated M18 for nth, the gory and violent scenes in it's much more worse than those in FINAL DESTINATION 3. So if u like the latter, go catch this. If u dun, pls stay away frm it. U'll get nightmares. LOL. But i find it pretty gd. Telling us how atomic and nuclear weapons have harmed lives and how deadly it can be..
Talking bout the film being M18. Though I AM 18 tis year, bt i still managed to pass through the aunties and uncles without being thrown out of the cinema. I suggest going to SHAW if u wanna these. LOL. The empty cinema.... LOL.
Well, Freda, u've company. Another friend of mine has been listed "Gera's Spendthrift fren". Bt the difference is, she dun spend with me, she makes me spend. LOL.
Bought a accessories/jewelry wardrobe.

Cute rite? LOL.
Plus a set of lingerie at $10. LOL. it's nt cheapo stuff k. It just happened to be on sale. Clear stock ba. Haha.
Also also a pinkie cat tube top @ $13.90. FINALLY found a tube top that fits me. HAHA. lol. LOVE it to bits. :)
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11:58 PM
HOUSE.
We did house for dance today. It was pretty disastrous at first. I could get the footworks correct, and i'm stumbling like a headlEss chicken who's hands are waving in the air. GRRRRR.
I wanted to give up man. With the seniors and others sitting right next to me and observing us. It was so demoralising. It's nt their fault. It's mine that i cant do well. At first i thought it was cos of the lagg as i din dance for quite some time. Bt i doubt so. I'm nt gd at it. People might take twice to pick it up. I think i need more than doublE of it. Serious. Oh well. I'll work harder. I'll hardEn my skin and head to do it.
House style is very footwork-ty. It includes lots of footwork and all. But it's pretty interesting. Dance is getting more serious and more stressful. Bt i noe we can all make it :) I will.
CONFIDATION.
Todae one of my good fren confidEd in me. I did too. LOl. We had a good time chatting. Oh well. Communication is all it takes to keep a frenship going. Unless u open ur gold mouth, nobody noes what's going on. There might be frens who can sense u, bt not all can. And everybody's sooo bz with their own work and schedules. People, pls make an effort to keep in touch with ur frens. Esp ur close ones.
Hence i'd like to take this chance to call out to my close frens! THose who haven make an appointment with me pls do so asap. My schedule's filling up (despite not having any work tis week, and PLS DUN REMIND ME OF IT) FAST!
:)
NItez ppl.
Nite to YOU. <3
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12:51 AM
Sunday, March 26
pls change ur encoding to unicode (go to tool bar on the top, View > Encoding)
《靠近一点点》歌词
默默在你的身后 守侯的我
多想看你不经意的笑容
或许我的心你不懂
我努力让你感动
在你眼中有多么笨拙的我
决不放弃追逐你的执著
只要你能再多些回应我
一个笑 或点头 全接受
能不能再靠近一点点
大声说出你所有感觉
别再紧紧关在 只有自己的世界
温暖太阳为你迎接
能不能再靠近一点点
能不能再勇敢一点点
就算让我知道 我永远只是单恋
我也会藏着感谢 笑着和你说再见
this song kinda tells my story.......
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11:50 PM
My Results.
```
NAME: GERALDINE LAU XUE FEN
COURSE: MASS COMMUNICATION
CURRENT SEMESTER GRADE POINT AVERAGE: 2.8333
CREATIVITY AND APPLIED THINKING SKILLS B
GRAPHIC COMMUNICATION C+
INTRO TO WEB DESIGN & COMP GRAPHICS C+
LOCATION VIDEO PRODUCTION B
MEDIA IN SOCIETY B
PRINCIPLES OF MARKETING COMMUNICATION B
SPORTS AND WELLNESS PX
RESULT: Passed
```
dunno if i shud be glad or sad. bleah. shall work hardEr next sem. :)
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6:19 PM
Thursday, March 23
i dunno if things will be turning out fine, or will it head for the better. bt i can onli go according to my intuition and follow my heart...
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11:06 PM
New Place for Steamboat! :) My Cheena friend, Like and me went to Bugis to have steamboat after my work. As expected, i was released early. But i din expect to be released that eary. 2pm and i'm off. Thank goodness i've worked from 7am. I pity those that worked at 11am and had to knock off at 2pm. What's there to earn man! lol.
The steamboat's pretty nice, but i still prefer the Lao Chong Qing one. :)
After stuffing ourselves like crazy, we went to walk around in Bugis. Grabbed 2 respect/crown tops. Damn nice. One's pretty hip-hoppy, while the other is cool man. Haha..
But after that i'm damn exhausted. bleah....
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10:39 PM
Tuesday, March 21
Jewel in the Palace 大长今
Due to working commitments yesterday, i missed 1 episode of Jewel in the Palace, also known as 大长今. Hence i went to a video rental shop at Hougang Mall to rent the VCD. You might think i'm wasting my money to rent the whole series just becos of 1 missed episode. Bt i've given it some thought. The whole series is 70 over episodes. There's a very high chance or me missing it due to work or smth else. Hence renting it and watching it at one go is much easier. Hence i finished the first 8 discs today. :) Will be returning it tml though i've 3 more days. Haha. Wanna rent another asap ma. :) It's nice. Really. Not any of those typical Korean dramas where 3 phrases can summarise it all:
"Oppa, sarang hae!~ Kajima~.."
which means
"Brother, I love you! Please don't leave.."
AGREE? lol.
```
This section of lyrics from Lee Hom's 大城小爱 (Da Cheng Xiao Ai) summarises my feelings now...
脑袋都是你, 心理都是你
小小的爱在大城里好甜蜜
念的都是你,全部都是你
小小的爱在大城里只为你倾心
u're everywhere.........
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11:59 PM
Rojak Post.
Ok, i have quite a few stuff to talk about, so i shall all mix em up into this "Rojak Post". Haha..
Work was really hell today, without good management and planning. To add to the horror, the guests sitting at my table's drunkards which puked all over the floor. Thank goodness we're not the ones doing OverTime. We WERE actually. Lol.
We had already confirmed with our manager that we would be doing OT today. However the other new manager had already gotten his OT staff without our knowledge. There's no choice but we hav to give up the thot of OT and go home at 11pm sharp. And we did. 11pm sharp we all left. LOL. I wonder how are they going to clean up the mess. Furthermore, the OT staff which were doing on our behalf, most of them din wan to do OT in the end. Hence i believe they are short of quite a few staff. God bless em. We all feel that we let our manager (the one whom we settled our OT with) down, but i hope he understands us. It's not that we din wanna do OT. We couldn't...
Another person knows of my little secret.. Although todae i had no OT and my original "plan" is ruined, but i'd another trick up my sleeve and was rather contented todae :)
I wish for more time. I wish for more chances. I wish, i wish...
The Cakey TestI find this test super accurate. Do try it! :)
If all of the desserts listed below were sitting in front of you, which would you choose??? Pick your dessert, then look to see what psychiatrists think about you! You can only pick one! :)
Angel Food Cake
Brownies
Lemon Meringue Pie
Vanilla Cake with Chocolate Icing
Strawberry Short Cake
Chocolate Icing on Chocolate Cake
Ice Cream
Carrot Cake
Choose now!! :)
Now that you've made your choice, this is what psychiatric research says about you:
I've chose this:
ANGEL FOOD CAKE...Sweet, loving, cuddly. You love all warm and fuzzy items. A little nutty at times. Sometimes you need an ice cream cone at the end of the day. Others perceive you as being childlike and in-mature at times.
BROWNIES...You are adventurous, love new ideas, are a champion of underdogs and a slayer of dragons. When tempers flare up, you whip out your saber. You are always the oddball with a unique sense of humor and direction. You tend to be very loyal.
LEMON MERINGUE...Smooth, sexy, and articulate with your hands, you are an excellent after-dinner speaker and a good teacher. But don't try to walk and chew gum at the same time. A bit of a diva at times, but you have many good friends.
VANILLA CAKE WITH CHOCOLATE ICING...Fun loving, sassy, humorous. Not very grounded in life; very indecisive and lack motivation. Everyone enjoys being around you. You are a practical joker. Others should be cautious in making you mad.However, you are a friend for life.
STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE...Romantic, warm, loving. You care about other people and can be counted on in a pinch. You also tend to melt.You can be overly emotional at times. And sometimes can be annoying.
(i wanted to choose the above at first. =P)CHOCOLATE ON CHOCOLATE...Sexy.Always ready to give and receive. Very adventurous, ambitious, and passionate. You can appear to have a cold exterior but are warm on the inside. Not afraid to take chances. Will not settle for anything average in life. Love to laugh. Loyal... Sensitive.... and Creative.
ICE CREAM...You like sports, whether it be baseball, football, basketball, or soccer. If you could, you would like to participate, but you enjoy watching sports. You don't like to give up the remote control. You tend to be self-centered and high maintenance.
CARROT CAKE...You are a very fun loving person, who likes to laugh.You are fun to be with. People like to hang out with you.You are a very warm hearted person and a little quirky at times. You have many loyal friends.
So how was urs? :)
I would be posting something about my future -*HIM. :)
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1:01 AM
Friday, March 17
Doctor says "It's healed!"That's wad the doctor said to me when i went for consultation today. :) There was a treatment, being the last one. :) Hope all the stupid warts will go away and never come back.
In total i've spent
$187.40 on the treatments and consultations. All from my own pocket. Now u noe why i'm working so hard. LOL.
Oh well. It better be gone. :)
The nurse doing the treatment for me today commented that i am a brave girl :) She said she would have screamed if she was in my shoes. Lol. Told u i'm a brave girl :)
can't get u outta my head....
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2:36 PM
Thursday, March 16
Good males..
1) (Try to) Open doors for u
2) Offer to pay first (even if going Dutch)
3) Gives u the seat on trains/buses
4) Makes changes to original plan to suit u
5) Offers to help even if nt obliged to do so
6) Consoles u when u're down
7) Cheer u up when u're down/angry
8) Trys to appease u when u're angry
9) Listen to ur grumbles
10) Keeps ur favourite food for u
These are the top 10 "lessons" i've learnt about boys todae :) The last one's the sweetest. :)
On a more personal mode,i'd like to announce smth...
Not me having a boyfriend..
But me having a pair of new specs!! :)
Shall try to upload a nice nice pic of me with it soon :)
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11:40 PM
Wednesday, March 15
Ruined Day...
First thing in the morning, my dearest mp3 has been "stolen". Right from my bag, by my brother. It did occurred to me that i might have misplaced it. Bt on second thots i'm sure that i DID place it in my bag the night before.
Early in the morning and my day is spoilt.
Good things nv came my way. I knew it i got the number 4 for my pass at work. I know that this sounds like superstitious-ness, but it's true.
In that single day, i've got screwed by my manager 3 times, offended the big boss of a particular company that's holding their seminar there and broke down eventually. All my frens agree that i should SCREAM back at the no-brain fellow for kept scolding me for things which i've nv done any wrong. I should. Or rather, i WOULD -- in the future. I know there will be.
Special thanks to my colleagues who are consoling and trying to cheer me up. Esp the one who kept yoghurts for me :)
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11:40 PM
Monday, March 13
Wet run with my New Swimwear!
Went for a short swim with my mama todae (along with my new bought swimwear) :) just a short one. This time not much of discomfort to my ear drums, a good sign! :)
Exorcism of Emily Rose
I watched the movie Exorcism of Emily Rose todae. As it is based on a true story, i really pity Emily. She's really a brave girl, choosing to stay in her demon-possessed body, just to tell her story to the whole world. It's really a heart wrenching story, seeing her suffer in the film.
Campus Superstar
Muddle-headed me, i just realised todae that one of the final contestants in Campus Superstar is my friend who easily got the champion for the FIR Karaoke Competition organised by Warner Music and KBox. But i think his choice of song (ENERGY's Tian yu Di) doesn't really suit him. Lol. Just my personal opinion la. :)
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9:12 PM
Sunday, March 12
New BlogSkin!
Yea~ A new blogskin! :) Though some ppl might hate that background picture, but i hav to say that i dun have any nice pictures recently for me to photoshop on. LOL.
I've also received feedback that the black fonts on the dark brown picture can be a little difficult to read. Hence i've changed it to white! Hope it helps :)
To my dear friends who wan me to help do up their blog, i'll try my best k? Do "submit" ur pictures, themes and stuff for me to start on it :)
Such a Small World.
Met Peijiao at my workplace yesterday. We used to work at another place but i left before she went in. Haha. Then yesterday she came to work at the place i am working at. Such a small world! Haha..
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1:32 PM
Thursday, March 9
Tip-top Headphones!
I just said that i might wanna get a new headphone last week, instantly this week my 1 year- ol' Creative Earphones announced that she's ill. Hence i went to get her another person to carry on her business :)
Presenting my new Audio Technica Mini Pink Headphones! :)
I LOVE IT. Tried it a while just now. The sound's fab man. AT is really AT. :)
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10:17 PM
Wednesday, March 8
New Uploading Server = More/New Songs.
Ripway has a limited bandwidth, hence it was not used by gera. I switched to filelodge instead :) Unlimited bandwidth!!
The new song posted up is by Angela (again). 隐形的翅膀 (Transparent Wings). LOL.
Any comments, FLOOD my bullshit box. :)
Attributes of a Guy.
Tall, handsome face, knows how and his effort to please a ger makes up a good guy -- according to a fren of mine.
Is that all a guy needs to have/be to be labelled "good"? Just like seafood have to be fresh and vegetables have to be healthy.
Well but nowadays it might be quite difficult to find a guy who's got all 4 of that. Recently there's been one at work, and my fren who said that quote's all excited bout him. Haha. Maybe we should matchmake em! :)
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1:07 PM
Tuesday, March 7
Gathering with Milk.
After what seemed like years, we've gathered again in a room in CHEC, NTUC Union Building, waiting for the arrival or Mr. Milk.
Yes, i've been to see him (and thrown away $22) again. LOL. You see, we need to buy a SHOWBIZ cap at $22 to obtain a ticket to attend this 1 hr gathering. Due to our great luck, our gathering was extended by 1 and a half hour as Milk had to attend an interview with the reporters halfway through. 1/2 hour for 1 and 1/2 hour. Not bad sia. LOL.
He chatted with us (the whole 120) of us and played games. Sadly none of us got a chance to play with him. Ying however got to take a picture next to him (group pic). We all took a pic with him too. :)
Sadly, after tat i gotta rush off to work le. If not can accompany Ying and Lex to stay back with Milk. Oh well. Bt now we're part of his new 'official' fan club. :)
Apart from all these "happiness", many unhappiness happened also. These kinda mean that everything isn' the same anymore? Are we drifting apart or these are just endings of human's selfishness?
Oh well. Cherish and treasure the ppl round u. Esp ur family and close friends.
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4:18 PM
Friday, March 3
It says: Bandwidth ExceededMy Ripway account has exceeded the bandwidth. Hence the songs wouldn't be up for a couple of days. :( I know u guys miss my voice :P Haha jkjk.
Kbox AGAINWent to sing Kbox with Meiyi todae. Same thing la. Just sang loads of song tat we missed out last week. Haha. And coincidental enough, our bill was done by the same guy that did so last week! Haha. Dunno cute not. =X And I met Peifen & Peifang there. Miss u guys loads la. Next week must find time to go out ok? =)
MILKIEYea tml going to Milk's gathering. It beta be worth of my $22. Haha. Cant wait to see the cap and all my dear frens. Not that i wanna see ALL of em. Eh no. Not ALL are my frens. Oh wells. :S
Actually i'm like more of excited to wear my new shoes? Haha. Hope it doesn't hurt.
In my OWN shoesOh btw, i've made 2 shoes! :) Those canvas ones. Freda, i've made another one. One size smaller tis time. Fits JUST NICE :) LOVE it man. Maybe i'd take photos and post it up. Who noes i might be starting a lil businsess from it (think-too-much). Haha. MMS ex la. LOL.
I've only slept 3hrs yesterday night. So exhausted. Almost fell asleep at Kbox. Shall go to sleep soon. And try out my new eye mask for my poor eyes. :)
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11:23 PM
Thursday, March 2
New Song on the BLOCK!Whee~~ Seems like my first mix had a relatively good response yea? So i decided to post up my second mix :) Yuki no Hana by Nakashima Mika, a veteran Japanese Singer.
However i wasn't really satisfied with the mixing tis round. My voice also not very good. Hey mind u, i started recording at like 11pm in the nite? Now it's 1plus already la. Lol.
Oh well. Just for fun la. :) Hope u guys enjoy it!
PS: thanks to those who helped me to promote it. LOL. *winks*
Day out with my spendthrift mate
Went out with freda again. Our main target was to buy those canvas doll-shoe and DIY it. She wanted to make some stuff for her friends as well. Hence we went to Spotlight at PS to get some materials. The toll was $34+. Who on earth can purchase $30 plus of mini decorative stuff?! She just took and put it in her basket without checking out the price. LOL. Well $10 was mine la. LOl.
Oh yea. I realised that fastfood outlets now do ask for our student pass when we purchase the student meal. No more shut-one-eye thing anymore. However some were like "are u sure u're a student" that kinda thing. DO I LOOK THAT OLD TO U?! without makeup also look like a child de can. lOL.
Other than having fastfood (means putting on weight), i've SINNED again. SIGH. Bought a pair of super.. how shud i put it. It's a pair of brown shoes with gold buckle. Can imagine rite? Damn nice. And for the price of just $19. At first i wanted to get a wedges (it's some high platform heels, not potatoes). But they dun hav my size. So much for having small feet :( But i'm really glad i got tat shoe. Freda got a pair of pointies too :)
SINNED AH!!!
After that came over to my house to start our "project" le. Finally finished my Butterfly keychain and my black doll-shoes.
The butterfly keychain is smth like a cross between Levi's and Guess? Just imagine. Butterfly shaped, denim material, guess-like Studs. Still don't get it? OK here it is =P

Ok la. It doesn't really look good in this pic. But it looks MUCH MUCH BETA in real. LOL. Damn proud of it. It's NOT easy to do k.. HAND MADE. haha.
The shoe not completely finished yet. Shall tell u guys more next time.
:)
Go read my mayday book le. Gosh tml got treatment
OUCH!! >.<
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1:07 AM